what you thought was just a mere thought.

first day of school wasn't exciting as i thought it would be. in fact it was the total opposite of what i thought.

i was walking towards the school gates. i wanted to break into a run but it would be embarrassing to look at a 15 year old student too-excited-for-school. as i was walking, i was anxious of the fact that the teachers did shuffle us(read: no more star section). and it means that there is a great possibility that me and my friends will be separated. and that dreadful fact became a reality.

as i entered those school gates,i officially became a junior. i was both excited and nervous of finding my name in the lists of the different sections. i was approaching the list of names when my friends called me out. i was too eager to know from what section i belonged so i asked them. then the appalling fact shot right through me. i belong to another section while all my friends were together in the same section. i was panic-stricken. i asked again as if not hearing what they just told me. i thought they were joking or something. but they weren't. i wanted to escape the reality but i just can't. i was doomed! i checked all the names of whom I'm going to be with for the next 10 whole months, it was more than awful - which words cannot express. it was just great...plain great!

and how come other group of friends were in the same section together. it was just so unfair! i thought this was some kind of random picking or maybe it wasn't just as random as i expected it to be. and why is it that I'm the only one suffering from this miserable disposition?

now the thing which i must do is to figure out...how to survive?