Compromises makes it easier.

Bargaining with someone is quite amusing right?

But if your the victim, i guess it isn't really quite amusing as you think it is.

You see, if your mind and memory contains some essential fact that may or may not ruin someones life, you'd be glared by big glowing fiendish eyes. So in short it's better to be brainless than a fully loaded mind of a genius slash crap. Nah! Just joking.

The point is, I'm the genius here, the victim, as some people tries to extract crucial facts. And I allowed them to do so, for a mere bargain. But it's not just any bargain, it's necessitous to my wicked plan....

*evil laugh*

Goodbye! =)

Today's the last day of our school break. But I’m proud to proclaim that I haven’t spend my week idling and boring myself to death. It’s a great accomplishment you know. Although I pity myself for not giving enough time for trivial matters and luxury. Take the blame on the home works. It’s all their fault. The answers were freakishly stubborn not to show itself. I guess they’re too timid since they knew that they’re obnoxious little brats. So let’s just leave bygones be bygones.

***

Here comes the electricity pestering me with its annoying little tricks. Its mere presence is vexing. Well congratulations, you've done your job perfectly well. Ain't you just happy darling? I guess its in its sad state of neglect. =D

***

I've created quite a fuss this break. (Don't be mistaken of me being a war freak, I'm not.) On the contrary, it has its advantages which I seemingly enjoy even for just a brief moment. I'd never thought it would come out in a different way.

***

OH YES! I'm rejoicing for the lost of the topic P-R-O-G-R-A-M-M-I-N-G! That heinous, detestable, and disgusting in every bit topic. And to add it all up, I was mostly correct in the practical test! soooooweeeeet!!!!


So i'm signing off for now. Perhaps I'll be posting a week from now, hopefully. Explaining delight on my Chemistry classes. Do I sound sarcastic? Please don't be bothered.

Goodnight!

A pain in the neck

First of all, i'd like to enumerate the numerous long quizzes we have to be miserable for tomorrow:(Instead of studying, i came up with this)

• CLE (honestly, I've never quite understood the lessons. my brain cells rejects it 'cause our teacher doesn't press on much about it. he's quizzes are more like using your common sense unless you don't have one.)
• Filipino
• English
• Chemistry

yup...these are the FEW subjects i'd have to study tonight. And i haven't started much. Just halfway through with my CLE which bores me a LOT.

***

The big problem is: we're kind of not through -scratch that we are NOT through- with the English presentation. That would be two days from now. And most of my group mates don't give a damn single thing about it.

***

NO SEM-BREAK!

you've got that right. With all the nose-bleed inducing piles and piles and piles of repugnant looking school works.

And to top it all, i could feel those glaring smirks of the dreaded exams awaiting for us to take them into our hands and would lead us to the deepest darkest pit of who-knows-where.

SY%$hJV#@INRE&@n

bummer......

this happens when studies simply becomes a pain in the neck.

a pleasant night ahead! =)

From ' The Firefly's journal'

(this poem is dedicated to my beloved friends, a million thanks to all of you!...'till we see each other again!)

Please Breathe Without Me

A blooming rose withers

Indigo skies darken

The milky twilight fades into the horizon

Every story ends

But I wish not to say goodbye yet

For I have not had enough

Of this ecstasy that had enslaved me

I wish not to leave this admirable state

For I fear the uncertainties

I have nothing more to hope...than to stay.

Wretched Bananas

The blog-oh-sphere seems to have a bit of tension. First of all, I'd like to say that this blog is supposed to be Rated X. Which means you have no right, in anyway, to enter this site. Not to mention reading the slightest word is breaking MY law. Anyway, since you're really hard-headed and you continue to read, it would not be my fault if you've gone nuts and screaming you're way to hell. I would just like to warn you, this blog is full of fuss and unimaginable whines. You might be falling in a pit of snakes, attacked by voracious lions, or worst...

***

The dorky, thick-headed and idiotic B1(banana 1) and B2 (banana 2) have been acting the stupid they were, comes unleashing their contemptible and despicable crap. And guess what? They got what's due to them, crap itself. I could have describe you with more intolerable adjectives but it's too much a waste of space and time.

***

Spanish lessons were quite amusing. I ,now, can fully understand Dora without translations.

-history class

***

I'm predicting intrams this year, would be the worst time in the history of school. Less days, less activities, less work (benefit of teachers and disadvantage of students), and less FUN (which is the most essential thing in a student's life). bummer...

Now, you see what I'm talking about? I guess that's enough to send you off somewhere in Antarctica.

Hasta pronto! =)

The Evolution

I'm just too glad to have a bit of a break. A break from all of those crappy things that the world -my world- throw up on me. It sounds more like an exaggeration, I know. But if you we're on my place you would have understood me. I'm sure you really would.

A whole FREAKING week and a half of NO net connection.

I guess you would really get annoyed with that, would you? Here you go trudging you're way home with a bunch of school works to do, that needed the internet so badly, and here also comes the troublesome net connection, as if intending to truly annoy you. Well, if it hadn't been for the minimal time I had, I would have already sued the internet company for not attending to our business.

*****

>The mongoloid -at last- got her crooked fence wired. And guess what? It turned out to be that the mongoloid evolved into a mongoloid slash hyena slash fish -with those mouth bobbing. We were like looking to her with the stare that meant you-look pretty-much-a-messed-up-mongoloid-slash-hyena-slash-fish. She's even felt confident because she interprets our stare as a you-look-much-better-having-those-wires-because-it-doesn't-make-you-much-a-mongoloid. Well, good luck with that because the jury doesn't seem to appreciate it.

>The sloth had waken up finally. She thought she could beat The Princess. But too bad, she hadn't learned at all from dreaming while at slumber. The sloth attempts to dispatch The Princess but then how could she? When she's just a sloth? A sloth with no brain at all. She's already appalling plus the fact that she's dim-witted, then what else can you get from her?

I think I have wasted much of this space for some grotesque creatures that were not meant to exist in such an admirable world.

Utterly, Utterly Despicable!

We've wasted an almost half week of those stupid, all arguing and shouting practice of ours for the whatever (read: wa-ev-uh) song composition of ours. Though in the end we had the benefit of winning. We deserve to win for winnings' sake! All was worth it. Suspending classes, sacrificing lunch break, my most favorite subject: LIBRARY (pun intended), even my violin classes. Yep, believe me. It was unprecedented. I've even got paint ALL over my hand for whole two freaking days, Saturday and today. The worst is it got stuck in my nails. And I have to bear the excruciating pain of digging it. Yes, DIGGING is the word.

This is the month were we have most of school activities because of buwan ng wika and Foundress month. This is not the usual Foundress month. It's because of her canonization and diamond jubilee of the school. So we have to bear the insane-ness of our weekend being wasted and a total of 1 day break with exams on Tuesday. So the school is probably planning to annihilate its students from the plateful disgusting school works.

We had the launching of the diamond jubilee today so we had the motorcade which is I had to admit that it was boring. And the weather did try to tire me out. It did its work just fine. Does that mean i have to congratulate it? I guess so. Well, congratulations! (sarcastic indeed)

So i'm now officially boarding the plane to neverland.

ciao! =)

Out of the Blue

School works have been bugging me these few weeks-the reason why i haven't posted for over a month. So as I've said, these weeks have sure been mind-boggling. Last week, we've finished our 1st grading exams and spent our whole Friday afternoon unproductive or should I say worthless with those nonsense-thingies/activities.

So this week is the start of the 2nd grading. It seems to me that this week is much busier than that of the last ones. How ironic isn't it? Many school works before and during exams and more school works after exam. So anyways, teachers were in a hurry checking our paper due to the many school activities such as buwan ng wika, the Foundress' month, and launching of the diamond jubilee year of the school. And the scores were announced. And... and... I've got one mistake in geometry -which is unbelievable- and that makes my score 99%. Which I'm very frustrated to know that instead of refleXive, I wrote reflecTive. And I regretted it so much.

I declare that I suck in computer programming. Stupid, moronic program code and computer-stuffies.

So I ought to be back to what I was doing before sneaking into blogging.

sayonara!

unprecedented

"what have i gotten myself into?" this was the first question that popped up my mind after deciding i would run for SC. though, i already promised my self that i would never ever join again, i just can't help it. it was due to the persistent begging and pleading of my teachers especially Ms. P.
"what are you going to do for the rest of the school year? just sit right there and bore yourself?"
i was guilty when he said that. in fact he's right, i was bored of the same, unchanging, regular activities in school. a lot of people-as in a lot- had-in every way- asked, begged, pleaded for me to join and they did make me feel guilty. in the end i couldn't take it anymore, so i said yes. and the moment i did, i regretted it. not really but kind of... i wanted to take back what i said but i can't. so i was finding all the, means of not joining.
"if i can't find our adviser, i won't join!" but i did found her. even though i wasn't looking for her. i was escaping also the candidates for the presidency but i just can't. they found me!
"why are you late?" (in passing the application form) i.... uh... was forced. actually not really. but it was me who forced myself.
oh great so i'll just deal everything that's happening now. so good luck me.

=/

what you thought was just a mere thought.

first day of school wasn't exciting as i thought it would be. in fact it was the total opposite of what i thought.

i was walking towards the school gates. i wanted to break into a run but it would be embarrassing to look at a 15 year old student too-excited-for-school. as i was walking, i was anxious of the fact that the teachers did shuffle us(read: no more star section). and it means that there is a great possibility that me and my friends will be separated. and that dreadful fact became a reality.

as i entered those school gates,i officially became a junior. i was both excited and nervous of finding my name in the lists of the different sections. i was approaching the list of names when my friends called me out. i was too eager to know from what section i belonged so i asked them. then the appalling fact shot right through me. i belong to another section while all my friends were together in the same section. i was panic-stricken. i asked again as if not hearing what they just told me. i thought they were joking or something. but they weren't. i wanted to escape the reality but i just can't. i was doomed! i checked all the names of whom I'm going to be with for the next 10 whole months, it was more than awful - which words cannot express. it was just great...plain great!

and how come other group of friends were in the same section together. it was just so unfair! i thought this was some kind of random picking or maybe it wasn't just as random as i expected it to be. and why is it that I'm the only one suffering from this miserable disposition?

now the thing which i must do is to figure out...how to survive?

just something to post.

I'm halfway through with this unvarying tedium but I'd prefer this tiresomeness than doing the very unexciting school works. I haven't been doing much though i have been watching movies, shows and a great drama. all of this are happening due to the insignificant turn-out of events which ruined my WHOLE plan this summer. i can't rewind the time so all i have to do is to make it more enjoyable.

honestly, i do miss the activities in school a bit. i wonder if there would be a lot of changes in school. or worst case scenario, our whole classroom would be painted in bold and bright colors. i hope not. the idea of first day of class excites me a lot. wondering who would be my classmates, hoping there would be new students. but i really hope there would be a star sectioning though most of my classmates oppose to the idea.

good thing there are things such as internet, facebook, youtube, and this blog to entertain and amuse myself.

last few weeks

the last few weeks (or i might say days) are a hustle and bustle...
last friday and yesterday, we were having a overloaded plate full of vomit
inducing requirements. we were totally occupied.

our teachers never bothered to give us the requirements
ahead of time. we students on the other hand, were in a craze. we weren't given enough time and we were rushing here and there.
we were also playing hide and seek with the teachers.
they totally gave us a hard time finding them.
some of my classmates were even in a hysteria because half of their clearances
weren't even signed.

***

yesterday was our last day of regular classes...
and so we said goodbyes to our teachers which we won't be meeting them next year.
Ms. P on the other hand... was giving comments or the summary of our
behavior in school. and believe it or not she admired me for being diligent
and a very studious student(i was surprised). but it was
embarrassing for telling it to the whole class when i was not around
because i was upstairs letting my clearance get signed. i'll miss her
projects which are tremendously challenging but you'll gain a lot from it.

***

tomorrow will be our last day of classes. what's left for me tonight to study are: biology, filipino(rejoice! no more florante at laura)and CLE. i'm eager to
end all of this. bye sophies! and welcome... SUMMER! yeah!


i'll miss the prudence :)

tristesse

a song of parting.
it tells us that every
ending has a new beginning.
that there will be hope.

the notes are luminous, so simple,
pure as a dove, so distinct from one another yet
whenever you hear it,
it's as if you could understand what
the composer wants to impart from you.

it's like an eagle soaring
to the lofty sky.

you want to hear the violin burp?
the violin can even sound like a monster.
isn't it cool?

my FiRST! :)

*drummer roll*

yeah!
i've made my very own blog due to the recommendations of
my friends... (claps for herself) thanks LARii.

i'll still unravel this blog site... and understand it in no time.
it's still a little unorganized due to the excitement.

i gotta go now. kinda in a hurry 'cause we have a NAT review tom.
we're having actually our mock test. i'm so excited(being sarcastic)...
anyways i'll be back in a few days.
i'll still be busy for these last few weeks in school.

yey! almost summer! i can't wait for it.
mark this day beautiful day.... i'll be back.